::YAWN:: man i was tired today 4 some reason. Today we had some dumb ass SAVE meeting after school. but i was feeling hella lazy and instead decided to just go home and play some videogames. haha hellz yah. I dunno im not like MOST "gamers".. like alot of people just play videogames becuz they are "fun". Well of course thats the main reason i play them to! why else would i play them tehn. but i dunno... they are my type of "escape" from the world. its like...when i play nothing in the world matters but wat im fighting or killing at that very moment. Heh... i know i never really like to "runaway" from my problems...but i guess in a way that IS running... but that doesnt mean i dont confront my problems to the fullest. But who says thats the SMART thing to do? I mean thats wat ive BEEN doing. And ive been TRYING to do the rite thing and all that crap. But how do i know that im doing the SMART thing if i still fill like shit? BLAH. Stoopidness. But dont get me wrong people...2 day was a cool day. Skipped 4th peroid to go to teen mentoring...haha and went to mcdonalds..."haha look mark they have my sauce" !...haha yah. Hmm kinda hoping a certain someone would sign on rite about now...i'd liek to talk to them. Heh oh well...wishing gets u nowhere...but if you are pacient then soon or later the good shits suppose to roll rite in rite? HA!...i dont really beleive in luck that much.. but its funny to see how some people SEEM like they have it all...and others have nothing. I think everyone seriously over looks wat they DO have...heh i myself am guilty of this. PSH oh well. Goodnite all.
posted by Philip at 10:16 PM